PS..
Alone
I sat alone every night and wondered why?
You were gone so long,Then morning came i screamed How
Could you.. look in my eye’s & lie,Is this some kind of joke were’s the camera’s?
What then it has to be a bad dream pinch me Why don’t I awake,This is the part of life I hate.

Just because your gone, doesn’t mean my love for you has gone too.

The longer you’re gone, the greater my rejoicing when you come back.

i cannot reach you

every hour every minute

im always thinking of you

i missing you

i want to hug you closely

but your so far of me

only i can do

is just only

thinking of you

you said to me

“i dont feel the same way”

i was okay with it

but then i saw your face agian

i feel in love

then you said to me

“i love you”

it was the best day of my life

just by being with you

you told very one

that you are in love with me

all i said was i love you to

but now

it’s doesn’t matter

it was all lies

now you have a girlfriend

i cryed so much for you baby

i asked you

“why would you ask someone out,if you loved me so much”

then you said in pride

“i didn’t liked you that much in that way”

then i was heart broken

i sat in a dark room

crying over you

wishing that i didn’t meet you

i cut my self for you

and guess what it said

“i love you”

i told the people that cared about me

they told me to forget about you

and dont think of him

then i said with a tear running down my face

“he was the only thing i though about”

i never see your face agian

but i know it’s a small world

i just have to let go of you

and move on

it’s going to be hard

but i just have to

cuz i know there is someone out there looking for me

and all i wanna do is

find them

and be with them

Im so tired of pretending everything is ok
My tears are starting and my smile is fading away

Just blow the speakers
We can sing like rockstars
And dance like were famouse

Were all just silly little girls who fall for stupid boys

i sit here in the dark,
and i cant help but thik of you.
what happened to you was it me or was it you.
Questions running through my head.

why did this happen to me,
why did you have to take away the one thing that meant every thing to me.
because you are gone i drink.
and after a handfull of tears,
an armfull of cuts,
and a body full of drugs.
i know know the only way to be with you again.
althought i visit your grave daily its just not enought for me.

feeling your arms wrapped around me,
kowing that when i wake up in the mornig youll be there to tel me you love me.
i miss that feeling.

as i visit your grave tonight,
knowing we will soon be togeter again.
with your T-shirt on and a pair of old jeans,
your gun in hand i pull it to my head and boom.

in the morning
when the sun rises
they will find me at your grave
and i will be with you forever.

But I know now
We’re not meant to be
You just told me
That I’m not the one you see
As more than a friend

But there will always be a place for you
In my heart, in my soul
Time can’t change what I’m feeling for you
You can make me whole

I am heartbroken
It’s not spoken
But it’s there
I am heartbroken
It’s all open
My love is pouring out again

I’m lying here
In my bed, mind ashore
I’m all alone and I feel
Like nothing matters anymore
I like to think
That things can change

But I know now
It’s not true
It’s irreversible
But you’re still irresistible
And that’s what hurts

But there will always be a place for you
In my heart, in my soul
Time can’t change what I’m feeling for you
You can make me whole

I am heartbroken
It’s not spoken
But it’s there
I am heartbroken
It’s all open
My love is pouring out again

I am heartbroken
It’s not spoken
But it’s there
I am heartbroken
It’s all open
My love is pouring out again

never fall for someone unless there willing to catch you

I love the way you think of her when you say you love me

When you held me close you made me feel special, When you kissed me I felt safe, When you said I love you… I woke up